random gampang

Aku baru lepas baca blog awek ni, tetiba terasa nak menulis.
Back in johor bahru, i went to a school that have a very bad reputation, it was nicknamed "the dumpster school". it obtained that particular nickname because of 2 reasons. Number 1, that school was built near a dumping area, called southern waste. Number 2, my school was the place for juveniles, who got kicked out of their school so they were dumped in mine,,, Bapak lah ironicnya nickname sekolah tu hahaha. When i registered as a form 1 student, my batch was the only fresh batch from primary school. My seniors were all gangsters and thugs. It feels like i've been sent to prison. Haish... Tapi dalam banyak banyak high school yang ada kat JB ada 2 je sekolah yang aku suka. Ada 2 all girls school in JB that stands out from the rest. Sultan Ibrahim Girls School and SMK Infant Jesus Convent JB. These 2 schools have existed for hundreds or maybe thousands of years. It's like Hogwarts in Harry Potter. But apart from that, they are well known for 3 reasons. Number 1, the school is filled with hot girls, Number 2, hot girls are everywhere in those school , Number 3 they even have hot girls with brains.
But if you ask me, my personal favourite would be the Convent Girls. most of them are beautiful and intelligent.
The SIGS girls pun not bad, but entah lah aku lagi prefer budak Convent.
:)
to the girls who comes from SIGS no hard feelings. korang pun best jugak. this is just an opinion.
And to all the girls out there, you people are beautiful!
bersyukur lah.
cheers!!

trip ke gambang water park.

Memandangkan aku terasa bosan yang teramat sangat, aku amek keputusan untuk join saki baki membe membe aku yang stay kat hostel untuk ke gambang waterpark dan bermandi manda. aku boleh dikatakan macam mencapap jugak la sebab dorang pegi sana semuanya berpasangan. awek aku balik kampung halaman dia, jadi aku terpaksa la single untuk sehari. kesimpulan trip ni aku boleh katakan, aku puas hati part makanan and the fact that aku dapat spend time dgn membe2 aku je. yang lain sume macam lahanat. pe pun ok la. takde la aku teperap kat kolej ni. terima kasih rakan2. jasa kamu semua dikenang. :)

makan maggi

makanan asasi aku kat kolej adalah mee segera. kadang- kadang aku rase macam aku amek kursus diploma in instant noodles testing. segala brand mee segera dah aku makan. tapi brand yang lazimnya ada kat dalam locker aku, of course la maggi. kalau korang semua nak tau, maggi ni terkenal kat serata dunia, bukan malaysia je.. antara negara negara yang rakyat nya tau tentang kewujudan maggi and suka makan maggi adalah, Australia, Nepal, Afrika Selatan, Brazil, Filipina, New Zealand, Singapura, Sri Lanka, India, Bangladesh dan Pakistan. dekat Malaysia dengan India adalah dua negara yang famous gila gabai dengan perkataan Maggi. bila sebut mee segera je mesti Maggi. walaupun brand mee segera tu bukan maggi. satu perkara yang aku pelik, kenapa ada je orang yang tak puas hati bila aku nak makan maggi, otak lembab la, pe la. menurut ape yang aku baca, penambah perisa iaitu serbuk perencah maggi tu, di buat daripada unsur2 makanan macam jagung dan ubi. mee tu pulak di buat daripada gandum. i don't see any ramuan pelembap otak kat situ. besides, aku tak pernah pun lagi sakit sebab makan maggi. kat kolej aku ramai je budak2 intelek cerdik pandai yang makan berbungkus2 maggi tiap2 bulan. ape yang aku tahu, maggi itu sedap, mengenyangkan dan menjimatkan. ok la, maggi aku pun dah kembang, aku nak makan dulu. peace out, bon appetite!

dah tiba masanya.

setelah sekian lama berbahasa inggeris,

aku rase dah tibe masenye aku menulis dalam bahasa melayu. bukan lupa daratan, cume nak praktik kan apa yang aku belajar. tu je.

aku kongsi bilik hostel dengan 5 orang jejaka lain, sempena deepavali 3 orang balik kampung. tinggal la aku dengan 2 orang mahkluk tuhan paling seksi kat kolej ni. komputer riba aku kena virus. jadi aku kena la format balik. cibai.

ade saki baki tugasan semester 3 yang aku kena siap kan sebelum final exam isnin depan. jerawat merecup recup naik kat muka, double cibai.

tadi aku tengok balik cerita 300. aku selalu berharap gerard butler tak mati kat penghujung cerita tu tiap2 kali aku ulang tengok cerita tu.

mamat tu memang gempak. tak patut la dia mati.

aku sekarang aktif ke gelanggang bola keranjang untuk memalukan diri aku sendiri.

tak padan dengan pendek, nak jugak main. haih..

reminder for guys out there..

if you haven't contemplated murder, you haven't been in love.
if you haven't seriously thought about killing a person, you haven't been in love.
if you haven't had a can of rat poison in your hands and looked at it 45 minutes straight, you haven't been in love.
if you haven't bought a shovel, a bag and a rug, to roll their ass up in, you haven't been in love.
if you haven't practice your alibi in front of the mirror, you haven't been in love.
and the only thing that's stopping you from killing this person, is an episode of CSI.
"oh man, they thorough.. i better make up, they might catch my ass.."
that's right man.
relationships is hard. for a relationship to work both people need to be on the same page, the same focus.
and we all know what's that page is, and we all know what's the focus is.
what's that focus is??
the focus is about her.
ITS ALL ABOUT HER.
she's already there fellas, she's just waiting for you to come aboard..
guys, when you wake up in the morning you should look yourself in the mirror, and say,
FUCK YOU,
fuck your dreams, fuck your hopes, fuck your plans, fuck everything you thought this life is gonna bring you, now lets go out there and try to make this woman happy.
yes, ITS ALL ABOUT HER guys,
say yes to EVERYTHING.
EVERYTHING you can afford, say YES to.
just say yes, before she even can get it out of her fucking mouth,
'B, i wanna.." "yes"
"B, can i.." "yes"
"B, how about.." "yes"
just get a stamp, yes,yes,yes,yes,yes.
another thing guys, DON'T ARGUE,
YOU CANNOT WIN.
YOU CANNOT BEAT A WOMAN IN AN ARGUMENT. it's impossible. you will not win.
because man, we are handicapped when it comes to arguing,
because we have the need to MAKE SENSE.
women not gonna let little thing like SENSE to fuck up their argument.
because she's not in it for SENSE.
they're in it for DISTANCE and IRRITATION.
"how long i'm gonna talk before this guy snaps!"
that's right, and i say,
TRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE HER HAPPY.
but this is what nobody tells you.
you can't make a woman happy. its IMPOSSIBLE.
i've never met a happy woman in my life.
women is always complaining about something.
women like to complain, women save up shit to complain about.
they love it..
for example, when man work all the time.
"why do you work all the time? you ain't never home, you always leaving me, i hate this shit!"
when a man is home all the time.
"why are you all up under me?give me a room to breathe,stop sweating me, i hate this shit!"
when a man makes more money then her,
"fuck you! i wanna make decisions too, you ain't my daddy,i don't need you to take care of me, i hate this shit!"
when she is making more money then the man.
"you broke piece of shit! you never had no fucking money, fuck this shit, i don't wanna make all this decisions, i need to be taken care of, i hate this shit! i can't take it!"
and the number 1 reason your woman is mad at you guys,
the NUMBER ONE reason..
is because YOU AIN'T HER FIRST CHOICE.
guys, have you ever caught your girl staring at you but not saying nothing???
in her mind, she's thinking..
"how did i end up with this ugly piece of shit, oh god this guy is ugly and stupid, i had a good man and i blew it, dear god, kill my man, kill him please, kill him while i still look good enough to get someone new,please kill this piece of shit! NOW, strike him, strike him,if you are out there god, strike this piece of shit dead."

Ramadhan

i love Ramadhan more than i love Hari Raya. To me, Ramadhan is Hari Raya. i just love the feeling when i'm fasting with friends and family. The pleasure of it is indescribable, there is a significant rush in me, everytime when i woke up for sahur, and sometimes i just stay up all night till sahur. when the time comes for buka puasa, the rush is even greater. i just hope it would last longer.

hesitation

by always having hesitation in everything i do. i've realised that in some way, i'm just plainly wasting time. its hard to explain why though, even considering and thinking are a form of hesitation. but, doing things without thinking is just plain stupid. when you come to think about it, everyone hesitates. its just the period of hesitation that they're taking is the difference. in certain cases, people tend to hesitate to hide their laziness. i'm amazed by what i've just realised. some may think its bullshit. but i'm just glad i've learned something new.

Bless!!

Aloha

back to college and living my life as a student again. the first week went well.
got my results and determined to do better for this semester. it seems like it was just yesterday i was a 1st semester student. anyway.. i'm back online after about a month of exile. sorry for those who were hoping for new posts from me. just got reconnected to the internet and i'm gonna try to lay down some materials for your reading pleasures.

Bless!!

post..

the world is coming to an end, and we should stop waiting and holding ourselves back from doing things and making decisions. its either now or never. ladies.. you people should stop looking for perfect guys. because there are none of us left. come on, you are not being realistic. nobody in this fucking world is perfect. and if there is anything like a 100% perfect guy, he wouldn't choose your ass as his girlfriend or wife.. because he would be looking for a 100% perfect lady too. so just be grateful with what you got and what you get. and guys, stop cheating on your girls. if you wanna have plenty of girls round your ass, then stop being in a relationship, that easy. stop hating and fighting, and start liking and loving.

my name is Nasrul, Bless!!!

Chimps are assholes

i heard bout this chimp attack which happened in the U.S . yeah, a chimpanzee. here is what happened, there's a lady, and she had a chimp as a pet, a little chimpanzee and one of her friends came over. i don't know if her friend came to play poker or mahjong, but whatever the reason is, she comes over and the chimp walks into the room, and at some point during the evening, the chimp decided that it was time for this lady to go home. so, the chimp attacks her and mauls her. and i'm not making fun of that, what makes me mad about the whole chimp attack is, i have a question, where do you buy a chimp? what pet store that happens to have chimps on sale inside a cage?? and what made me laugh about these chimp attack is all of you people who were surprised. you were surprised what the chimp did, because you didn't think that the chimps were capable. "why would the chimp do that?", "chimpanzees are nice, i saw a Micheal Jackson video and the chimp was nice". that is what people are saying. to me, chimps are assholes, chimps are just 4 chromosomes away from being a human and what makes you think that chimps aren't capable doing the same evil shit that we human beings do?? do we not go crazy on people?? Chris Brown just went shit on Rihanna!! so how are you shocked, that a lesser species could be barbaric?? how does that surprise you? do you know how much evil stuffs chimps do? they bit each other,they kill other chimps and monkeys, if a chimp doesn't like another chimp he will shit in his hands and throw it at the other chimp. that is something even a human being won't do. how mad you have to be if your friend did that to you? its kinda scary and crazy. i just don't get it man.

things that we have in common.

OK, i would like to talk about these weird similarities that i think we all have in common. some of it are so small that we don't even talk about it. do you ever looked at your watch, and you don't know what time it is? and you have to look again, and you still don't know the time, so you look the third time then someone come up to you and ask, "what time is it?" you say, "i don't know!". do you ever noticed that everyday Friday, you keep thinking its Saturday? and it happens over and over all day long, but the next day you're alright again. do you ever find yourself standing in one of the rooms in your house, and you can't remember why you went in there?. have you ever been talking to yourself and someone comes into the room and you have to make them believe you were singing? and you really hoped to god that the person would really believe that there's a song called " what does she think i am, i am not her slave". have you ever try to pick up a suitcase that you thought was full but it wasn't? and go "woo!!!" and for a split second you feel really strong. have you ever try to tell somebody that they have a little dirt on their face? you can never get them to rub the right spot can you? say, "you got a little bit of dirt right here." and they always go "where?? here??" and you just wanna slap that idiot. do you ever notice sometimes when you're walking with your arm around your date, one of you have to change the way you're walking? men and women don't walk the same, either the men or the women has to change. how about you're going up a flight of stairs, and you think there is one more step? same thing happens when you're going down the stairs, you could swear there was one more step, and then "boom!" you go, "holy shit!! my hips are in my chest". when you drink grapefruit juice in the morning, do you make funny faces and cursing the sour taste of the juice? i do too.. but why do we drink it?? its like ice cream throat, you know when you've been eating ice cream to fast, and you got that frozen spot at the back of your throat, but you can't do anything about it because you can't reach it to rub it, you just kinda have to wait for it to go away, and it does, then what do you do?? eat more ice creams!!!! what are we fucking stupid?? have you ever fall asleep at a late afternoon and wake up after dark and don't know what goddamn day was it? and lastly, do you ever had to sneeze while you're taking a piss? its frightening isn't it? its frightening because you can't actually do it. its physically impossible to sneeze while pissing. your brain won't let it happen. your brain says "stop pissing!! we are going to sneeze now!!!" because your brain knows.. you might blow your asshole out..

think about it, sorry bout the cursing and bad words that i've used though.
cheers love!!

another post from me.

i just wanna say that i love people who expresses their thought and loves to talk a lot. this is because, i love engaging in a conversation with others but i tend to forget things i wanna say and end up being quiet and feeling stupid. so thank you for those out there who has been helping me getting through my helpless conversation with them. hahaha.. appriciated it. anyway.. its been a long time since i played my electric guitar, so yesterday i pick up the guitar and stick it to a 10watt amp and blast it off. and man what a feeling it was. i really missed the sound of it. and i played it for about two hours straight in the living room. my ears were ringing after that. haha.. my neighbours must be cursing their minds out..so i think thats all for the post this time. meet you cats in the flip flop later...

Thank You from the bottom of my heart.

i have reached the end of the 2nd semester of my 6 semester diploma in english communication course. and what i can say about it is that it changed me as a person, a friend and a student. me and my friends are getting closer than ever. met new friends. and i am thankful for all the things the great things that had happen to me this semester. and this post is for me to say thank you to every single one of my friends who make my life in Kuantan so much better.. you guys have no idea how little things that you guys did could make me happy even if you guys didn't realised it.

I Would Like To Thank,

My great clan of destruction:

Sufi (opie), Jamal (Adam mondoque), Farid (choke), Syed Faiz ( Kay), Farouq (yayouq), Amirul (Neki), Syamim (mim), Haikal ( mehmet), Muzhaffar ( pa), Muhammad Faiz (mon).

Girls Generation:

Tengku Hasnina (Nuna), Syakira (Kira), Nabiha (Biha Surihani), Tuan Nurkhalida (dida).

Senior power:

Ali Hanafiah (Hanafi Wang Zi), Farhana (Far).

I can't stop eating!!!

You know what? i have been waiting to get back to my hometown just because of one reason, and one reason only. FOOD.. i've been captivated inside an institution for the mentally challenged for so long that i've forgotten how 'REAL' food tastes like. so when i set my foot in my hometown, wasted no time and started to eat, eat, eat , and... yes you're right, eat! . i just can't stop eating. huhu.. i'm extremely happy and glad to get this opportunity to eat like there's no tomorrow.. life is so much better when you are eating great food. after all, you are what you eat. so why not indulge myself with great tasting food, making me a great tasting person. hahaha..

cheers mate!!

Friendship save my life.

woooohuuuuuuu.. i'm back alive, bigger and better than before. glad to be writing again. so folks, what happened to me for the last 9 days? a whole load of shit and dung. but right now, i'm fine and well. i just wanna say thank you to my friends that have been there for me and helping me getting through those shitty times. i owe you guys a lot. i'm so happy with my life right now and you guys were the people who make me realised that i deserve better. thank you and i love you all from the bottom of my heart.. and attention followers.. nasrul mellow is back and will be continuing writing his mind off on this blog.. keep on reading guys.. thank you..

i'm fucked up.

i need help. i don't know what i'm doing most of the time. can't sleep, having nightmares, can't eat, can't sing, can't smile, can't laugh, can't write. all i want is to be ok..

eat shit.

Why bother explaining a things to people when in the end, your side of the story is gonna be considered as rubbish and crap? well that's what happened to me. so from now on i'm just gonna go with it. i'm whatever people say i am. i'll take the blame. i'll be the bad guy. people will never stop bringing me down lower to the ground, no matter what i do. if being nice, good and decent is wrong. then i want to be wrong forever. because this world is so fucked up, that everything is jumbled up like a circus.

this post may seemed full of shit.

but, this is what i'm dealing with.

She's just not into you.

just realised that no matter what you do to please the opposite sex, it is never quite enough. but when come to think of it, maybe the way i do it is just not right. hehe.. i think i should take a course on how to make a female happy. well, i can't deny it, its a bummer being told off right in the face. but i believe that things happen for a reason, and all i gotta do is keep on learning from experience, move on and kick it up a notch. i really do think that i'm blessed with a great sets of friends and family to keep me moving. alhamdullilah for the things i've got and i'm grateful being given the chance to live another day to improve myself in becoming a better person inside out. thank you for the times. its being great knowing and loving you. but the fact is Nasrul..
SHE'S JUST NOT INTO YOU.


cheers love!!

MONKEY seeing RED

its amazing how people could lose their minds in split seconds, and i'm even more amazed by how things could change in just a flash. i watched as people around me go through huge transitions just to please others, being ridiculously ridiculous, looked and seemed insane. like a monkey inside a cage, like a bull seeing red. it makes me wonder, it makes me laugh, it kept me grounded, continuing in believing in what i believe, thankful for what i got and the most important thing is keeping me being me. no matter how this world, this life twists and swirls.
restricting myself from looking like a Monkey seeing RED.

-end-

Apple of my eye

Getting through my daily college life, passing by this great record. very impressed by the sound projection that has been produced. raw,crispy sounds. lyrics that took me into another halucinating world. inspiring that's what it is. it makes me wonder, how did he do it? simple yet so effective in giving me the courage to continue embracing music. maybe its not a masterpiece, but it sure gives me one hell of a great time just by listening to it. i salute you...JW.

just another post..

i've been trying to update my blog regularly, but somehow i just can't. writer's block everytime i try to write. i'm currently forcing myself to write this post. hehehe.. i don't know why. i just suddenly felt that i should write something. ok, so the topic for today's post is... impulses.
have you ever had weird impulses?? for instance, you're eating an apple minding you're on business then suddenly you have an impulse to throw the apple onto someone's head. hehehe..
i have those impulses regularly, like this one particular day i was in my class, my classmates was doing a presentation regarding the pros and cons of a working mother. then, out of nowhere there was a sudden surge rushed through my brain, urging me to do weird,stupid actions. all of a sudden, i started imagining myself, standing up and go to the front of the class, and slapping my friends faces. then tearing up their worksheets that they used during the presentation, and throw all of their laptops and devices used during the presentation out of the window. then, i would snap out of it in a flash, and laughing my brains out because of what my brain has been imagining in those very few seconds. when i come to think of it, i could easily do those things if i wanted too. but, thankfully i still got my sanity intact. haha.. cheers love!!

cheat.. nice huh?

everytime when we talk about loving couple..
the same problem will occur, CHEATING on their partners.
i'd say, fuck.
come on people..
if you wanna cheat, don't get into any relationship.
time and time again, people keep on repeating the same old mistakes.
i'm sick of it.
go fuck yourselves.
don't come and tell your stories.
its simple and logic.
have a girlfriend? stick to one.
don't want to?
don't have a girlfriend then.

living without a girlfriend

Definition of Girlfriend (GF); a female human species that have a mutual feelings and senses of love, care, support, protection, happiness, and laughter with a male human species.

its been a year and a half since i had a GF.

before my long halt of having a girlfriend, i had been in a relationship with six different girls, not at the same time of course.

i got my first GF at 14. the last one at 17.

when i first started to lived without a GF, it was hard.

i'm so getting used to it. being in love is so addictive.

that i can't deny.

the positive thing about not having a GF is that i saved so much money, and i got to worry about no one but myself.

the negative effect is i tend to feel lonely at times.

it has been so long that now, i've lost my ways with girls.

i don't know how to start a conversation, and i don't even remember how to react to their reaction in certain situations.

i hope i can get my mojo back.

it sucks when you don't know what you're doing.

the kid who laugh

my life as a 19 year old male is just odd,weird,confusing,distracting and disgusting as it could be.
life right now is like a love hate thing for me. i just can't bear it any longer. if i could feel upset and confused at the same time, that is exactly what i'm feeling right now. i want a new leash of life, away from all of this mess. i walked across a nursery for kids yesterday after class. i stumble upon a group of little kids playing,laughing along with their friends with nothing to worry about. i wish i could go back in time and live as a 5 year old kid. the kid who laugh.